The Suffering of the Afflicted One

There was a time when I felt both physically and spiritually exhausted, weighed down by the worries of life and the challenges of adapting to a new environment. Around that time, I visited a Zion in another area and heard a sermon titled "The Power of the New Song." I was startled when the speaker began by saying that everyone inevitably faces moments when their soul grows weary and burdened. It felt as though God, who knows all things, was speaking directly to my situation to giving me exactly the words I needed. Among the many messages shared that day, the following verse left a particularly deep impression on my heart:

At that time, I was so exhausted that I had even stopped listening to the New Songs I once love. Instead of seeking God, I found myself drifting further away from Him. Though I knew I should be studying the word and seeking Him in prayer, I could not bring myself to act. I felt so ashamed of my weakness that it was hard to face God, yet deep within, my soul was desperately crying out to Him, longing to escape this darkness.

And yet, God did not despise me in my affliction, but heard my cry. He said that as I offered praise to Him, He would fulfill His vows. Overwhelmed by the love and grace He continued to pour out on me—never giving up on me despite all my flaws—I did not know what to do with myself. As I listened to the sermon and sang the New Songs, I was filled with a deep sense of His love, and tears began to fall.

Thank you, Heavenly Father and Mother, for embracing me when I stayed, for comforting me with Your word, and for reviving my soul through the New Songs, leading me back to the path of salvation. Remembering Your love with which You gave everything to protect the lives of Your children, I will always remain in Your embrace.